Discovery of the Soul
10/12/04
Imagine yourself marooned on a vast deserted island. You
have been there for years, struggling just to survive, living within the most
basic surroundings, gathering food, using only your hands and makeshift tools to
scratch out an existence. Most of your days are fully taken up with satisfying
the basic needs of life. You find some comfort in talking to some of the local
creatures and birds that you have befriended. Having proved to yourself that you
can survive with just the bare essentials you resign yourself to the fact that
you will never be rescued. Anger turns to quiet desperation, then to acceptance
as you carry on with your life.
Several years have passed and you have become accustomed
to your lifestyle and feel comfortable enough to start expanding and exploring
your island. You have settled in, and your attention lately has been directed
towards the mountains and what is beyond.
As you begin to move further inland and away from your
comfort zone, you develop a sense of strength and purpose for having survived
the years on your own. Along the way you are making many discoveries that will
enhance your life and make things easier. You are gathering an abundance of
awareness and knowledge about the environment that you live in. By this time you
have convinced yourself that there is nothing you can not do, and that there is
nothing you really have to do to survive. Everything has been provided for you.
You simply reach out and take it as you need it.
After 40 years of wandering the island, you finally reach
the top of the mountain and turn away from the direction in which you came.
In the distance and time that separates you, you discover
a huge modern city with all the amenities that such a place could hold. You
discover that your island was not an island and that the city has always been
there. As your mind races over the circumstances of the last 40 years, you fall
to your knees weeping. You begin to ponder the ramifications of this discover
and what could have been.
I should think that the discovery of your soul is very
much the same overwhelming experience. It’s not a religious experience unless
you want it to be. It’s natural and simply a discovery of another part of you,
that was there all along, that you didn’t know or thought little of. Think of
the possibilities. Where there was one, now there are many. Where there was
limited possibilities, now they are endless. And there is always that one
question, "Why?" How could I have not known. How my life would have been
different.
The human species is a three part being, mind, body and
spirit. Because our focus is in the physical element; most of our attention is
on the body. The mind is what drives us, the spirit is our personality or ego,
and the body is loosely the vehicle that is used to experience the physical
world.
To experience physicality, one needs to be physical, it’s
natural then to be focused on the body and its needs. Most all of our waking
hours are centered on what the body wants to experience. The body and the
physical world, are a buffet of endless experiences. There is nothing wrong with
this arrangement, and it works flawlessly and on auto-pilot throughout our
lifetimes with or without our awareness of what makes it tick.
So why am I bringing it up? If the system works
perfectly, then leave it alone. Don’t try to fix that which doesn’t need fixing.
Is ignorance not, bliss?
These notions of being alone and powerless, limit our
experience of the physical world and our own personal growth. With a certain
amount of awareness, our lives can be enhanced a thousand fold and more, with
the discovery of our souls. Denial of the soul has far reaching ramifications.
Awareness of it and communication with it, augments the quality of our lives. It
is a vast warehouse of power and abilities that virtually go untapped as we
struggle with the day to day elements of the physical world. It’s like
discovering that city that was always there, and you are given the key to access
any part of it.
I am not talking about some abstract or far reaching,
hypothetical element of our person, rather of something that actually exists.
This soul that we are all part of, is only available to you on a conscious level
when you recognize that it is there, when you discover it. You can not ever,
avail yourselves of its wealth and power, if you deny it.
You will survive one way or the other in ignorance of
your soul. With acceptance of the knowledge of your soul, brings with it all the
benefits, amenities and power that it has to offer, that is rightfully yours.
The soul is self discovery. You do not need another’s
permission to find it. There are no rituals or symbols that you need to bring it
into your awareness. You do not have to pay penance or get down on your knees to
another, to bring it into your awakened life. There is no prayer or affirmation
that will bring it to you. The city was always there, you just opened your eyes
to discover it. Your soul is yours, it always was. There is nothing you need to
do, or say to access the power of what you hold within yourself. It is freely
given and must be freely taken. It is boundless and limitless as your thoughts
are about it. The only thing that has ever or will ever deny your access is your
own thoughts.
Walk on water, turn water into wine, do all kinds of
miracles if that is your desire. Set out to prove this wrong and you will
succeed if that is your wish. Set out to prove this correct, and that is what
you shall achieve. Your thoughts are the key to the soul. As your thinketh, so
shall your reap. The soul responds quickest to the purest of thought. Learn to
control your thoughts at all levels and you will have the key to the vault.
That which you would call "God," or anything else, is who
you are. You are an individualized piece of that power. You have the power of
the whole at your disposal in any given second, through your thoughts. You work
together with the other individualized parts to create singularity and en masse
all that is your experience in this present lifetime.
You can take the long way or the short cut to the
mountain. There is no race, you do it in your own time and your own way. You can
do it in this lifetime or another. There is more than one way to the mountain.
All the souls in the city came a different way, and from a different time. Your
time is when you decide.
Discover your soul and you discover another natural piece
of who you are. You are never lost, you just are not there yet. Open the door to
discovery and double or more, what you think you are.