God morning Roy, good morning Joseth
Roy, what you are experiencing is a period of metamorphosis. You are evolving to the next level of awareness. You are transforming. It is a difficult stag, earth is pulling you back, you feel itís pull. Never before in your life have you been aware of this change. You are raising the vibration of your body to a new frequency. You are between an awareness of what you were and a new awareness of what you are becoming. At this stage it is difficult for you to function in either. As a caterpillar is to a butterfly in the transition stage, you seem neither alive nor dead, but are only aware of the changes to and around you.
Others will look at you strangely, they will get glimpses of you changing, and will think they are imagining things. These glimpse of you will flicker in and out of their reality. Their vibration level will bother you and you will not be able to focus on them or tune into what they are doing. They also will flicker in and out of your reality. This has been a gradual, steady development, and has only now become comprehensible in your awareness. You may have noticed, because things havenít been working out for you, for some time. You have had difficulty manifesting and creating things in your life. That is because those things are no longer relevant in your new awareness or have any importance at all. When you leave the beach to go skiing, you can leave the bathing suit behind.
You have in fact created a new level of awareness, and your life will never be the same. Others will not be able to relate to you, while some will only now, become aware of your presence. The caterpillar will no longer crawl on the ground, but fly high and will see his environment from a different perspective. The butterfly will not longer be able to relate to the caterpillar. The connection will not be lost, but the experience of it will be forgotten. Roy, your wings are beginning to open. Stretch them and start to move around your new environment. Notice all the new elements of your existence. Shake off the remnants of your old life. You have been waiting for this, you are here. Try not to think about it too much, simply start noticing. It may look the same, but it is not.
Roy, do not try too hard. Let it happen. Do not imagine, but notice that it is. Itís going to do it without your help. Trust your senses and begin to create a new life. A life that knows fewer boundaries or limitations. You are free.
You are in the same place. But you fly high above what you have known before. The ground is not your home. That which you could not reach before, is now reachable. You now have heightened awareness of your inner senses and psychic abilities that have been dormant in your previous form.
Roy, enjoy your new life. You worked so hard to find it. Begin now to know joy and abundance in your life.