Good morning Roy, good morning Joseth

   Roy, it is not easy for you to tell me what you desire, mostly because you do not believe in me and secondly because you do not see yourself as worthy. I say believe in me, because you do not see me as a "person", a physical being that has ears to listen. It is difficult for you to talk to a thing. Something that you cannot see or touch. Even though we have been communicating through your pen, you are really only going through the motions.

   You clearly have a sense of my presence, but your ego wrestles with me in every moment. You know where to look, but you have not yet surrendered to the fact that you are me. Because you feel unworthy, you don’t fully communicate with me, you are not letting go. You are resisting. To fully use the system, as you call it. Roy, you must believe in it. Understanding how it works, won’t make it work for you, if you believe it won’t. You must trust that it will work. The difficulty you are having, is in dealing with the intangible. Your basic nature is earth bound, you rely heavily on hands on experience. Your ability to repair things, take then apart and put them back together, allows you to see the system for what it is. On the other hand, because you can’t hold it in your hands, you have doubts. Roy, you are the system, you can touch it, you can feel it, hold and see it. You haven’t quite gotten there yet. Do not look to me, look in the mirror and see the system. That is the God you must talk to. He is staring you in the face each and every morning. You are face to face with your connection. If you want someone physical, you’ve already got it. You do not have to talk to some invisible abstract being. I am you. Know me as you. I am nowhere else. I am looking through your eyes. I feel through your touch. I hear, taste and smell through your body. You are my physical manifestation. Now here is a system, you can put your hands on, Roy.

   Know me, and you will know my power. Accept me as yourself and you accept all the attributes of your creator. You are feeling the unworthiness that you write about in others. You are afraid to accept the power of your creator. You deny me because you are afraid you cannot handle the truth. You have now hit upon the Great Secret, Roy. Man denies me, because he denies himself. He is inherently afraid of power, and unlimited power is who I am. The key to my power Roy is in small doses. Learn to handle a little at a time. Accept the power as yours and move on, your wisdom and thoughts must always be greater than your power. Exercise it, control it, but do not fear it. Do not accept more than is needed to create what you desire.

   Above all, accept responsibility for all that you create, or you automatically deny the power and lose it. Your power should always be less than you ability to use it. Accept ownership of it and you are in a position to use it. You cannot control what is not yours. I would not stand up to the world and declare yourself as God either. That would not be responsible, given the world you have created. Although you have the power and resolve to do it, you do not have the knowingness, to get away with it. Your ego will not allow you to do such a thing, Your world is not ready for such a thing. You cannot use all the power of your creator until you declare that you are the creator. That is what you are preparing for now. You are evolving, naturally to that moment of declaration. You are all gods in the making. Some are closer than others, but all are moving in that direction.

   Man cannot be man, using God’s power. Man must "be" God in order to use all of God’s power. The closer we are to becoming God/creator the more power we will control. You can have that power now, in a heart beat simply by knowing that you are already have it. To that degree you will have power, you now have limited power, not because you are not God, but because you do not know it.

   So what is it that is stopping you from declaring yourselves as Gods? If that is truly who you are, why don’t you just declare yourselves and accept responsibility? Sometime ago, someone told you that you were not God, that you were separate from God, that you were just children of God, and you bought into it. You believed what you were told, and you accepted the separation. At that time it was purposeful to accept that. It worked for you and for the creator. As you evolved further and you become more aware, that ignorance, no longer works. An awakening or awareness is changing how you see yourselves. It is in your minds and therefore it is so. More of these thoughts are filtering through and becoming your new reality. Remember thought is the first step in creation.

   It is your thoughts, not God’s thoughts that is doing the creating. And not coincidentally your thoughts are God’s thoughts. There is only one mind in the universe, you only live in the illusion of having your own mind. As your awareness increases you will take more responsibility for the power you already possess and use it. As you move around the circle and become more god like. More of you will declare yourselves as Gods. As each God demonstrates his power, he will attract other Gods to himself, they will join and become greater gods, until there is only one God again and the circle is complete. It will begin again, and again, life is ongoing. Life does not stop, it is a process.

   All of you are at different levels of denial and awakening. All are perfect in their respected positions on the wheel of life. None will remain at any level. As much as they may deny the process, eventually they will awake and take a new position. Life becomes easier on your return cycle. You will use your new powers to enhance your life. You will become more in charge of your life. You will take more responsibilities. You will eventually declare yourself God. Now this is unimaginable to you at this time, Every day you declare where you are on the evolutionary wheel. It’s neither good nor bad, it’s just the process, the way it is. And you have been here before.