October 14, 2003

   Roy, know this, there is nowhere that is not Heaven. And yet Heaven can be found anywhere. Heaven is not a place that you go to. It is a state of being that you are in. It is a transformation from the world of the physical to a different dimension that co-exists with yours. It exists in the same space, but vibrates at a different frequency. It is not as one expects. It is not a place but an experience. It is not even the rejoining of the individual with the whole. It is not me or you rejoining, as you imagine. The Heaven that you imagine exists within your mind, in an altered state. Heaven is always with you, no matter what existence you are experiencing. It is not the event of returning to your creator.

   You can not experience Heaven when you rejoin with me, except in my memory. You will no longer experience your individuality once we are joined again. This is not the place you call Heaven, by this name or any other. I created you and set you free so that you could experience Heaven in all your experiences, in all your lifetimes. I set you free, so that I could experience myself through you. So that you could experience your individuality by being separated from me. When the wave is drawn back into the ocean, it is no longer a wave, it is the ocean and can not experience being a wave until it separates again. You can experience your individuality only when you are separated from me, that is the gift I have given you. Do not be in such a hurry to rejoin me. You will eventually get here, but it will not be as you imagine. It will be as I imagined. You will loose your individuality, although I will retain it in my memory. There is only one memory, and that is mine, it is a shared memory. The home that you believe you are going back to will be the one that you create for yourself now, whether you call it Heaven or Hell.

   There are many amongst you that are already aware of this fact. They exist side by side with you in the same earth space and experience it as Heaven as there are those that are experiencing the same thing as Hell or purgatory. You have such a long way to go, enjoy the trip, and create your Heaven as you go along. Rejoining with me is inevitable, but it is also your final destination.

   I am not telling you this, so that you may despair, but to bring joy into your existence, now, so that you can create your Heaven no matter what plane of existence you are experiencing. Your Heaven, your experiences, are my experiences. I crated you, so that I could experience Heaven through you. I am not Heaven. You are always in the process of creating this place. That is why I have told you this, so that you will continue to move in that direction. So that you will have hope, always, because you are always creating it, instead of always waiting to get there. You can enjoy Heaven now, anytime in your own experience as you see fit.

   Once again, Heaven is not a place. Its only your idea of a perfect place. One of peace and harmony, joy and love or however you imagine it. All of this can be experienced here and now, you do not have to go anywhere.

   This is powerful information, this will shock the world, Roy. Nobody wants to hear this. With this information, will come a new beginning of understanding. A new awareness, that will drive every individual to take advantage of the power they have now to change things. You are creating your Heaven now, build it in your minds eye, create utopia as you see it. Never stop building it, never stop changing how you imagine it will be, create, create, create, make adjustments, tweak it, and remodel it often. Know this, you can not ever get there, you are always there, as long as you believe/know it is real, you will experience it and that is the only way you can get there. You have the power to experience it any way you wish, because it is you that is creating it. No other can duplicate your experience of it. Your Heaven is uniquely, you.

   Roy, know this and you will have set yourself free, know this and you will have found Heaven on Earth.

   It would be a mistake to take one’s life or give one’s life to find Heaven. If you didn’t find it here, you will not find it anywhere else either, until you create it. Stay within your mind and experience and change it to better reflect you image of a perfect place. You will not struggle as hard, you will not fear for your existence, because every time you create something or some place that is yours, you move there. You are already where you say you want to be, you always have been and always will be, until you are with me once again and then you will be no more. If you don’t like your experience the way it is now, then change it, even if it is one step at a time, it all starts with the first one and you will have already changed, your life. You can not ever escape your life. That is an illusion, you can not escape your hell if that is what you are creating.

   Go now and create the life that you seek. "Heaven is what you make it." Heaven is the process of creating the perfect experience of yourself. It is what I am doing now through you. You are as me, recreating every aspect of yourself to perfection, so that you can once again join me. To join with "God," your creator or what ever you call it, you must be the "God," "Creator," or "What Ever You Call It." You can not be anything less. Perfection can only join with perfection. You are "Gods," in the making. Get your heads out of the clouds, and begin to create your Heaven and yourself, anew, here and now.